Sadness

I know that nobody reads my blog, but I still feel the need to right in it; more as a journal than anything else. Today I feel very sad, lonely, fat, unhealthy, and feel as though my control of the world in my corner is slipping away. I'm not suicidal or anything like that, just had a rough few days.

On Monday morning I received a phone call and all I heard on the other end of the line were tears, sniffles, and true sorrow coming from my mother as she told me that her mother, my grandmother (Mor-Mor in dansk) had passed away. Since that day I haven't really cried, but I feel as though I'm sitting still watching the world go on by as usual without even so much as a skip of a beat. My mother was in no shape to call my sister with the news, so that heartwrenching conversation was up to me to make. We will miss her greatly.